Thursday, January 13, 2005

Feeling lost

I dread next Tuesday, I will try not to cry but I don't think thats possible.

I don't know if I want to go home anymore. For the past 2 years, I was 101% sure that Asia is where I want to be forever. I wanted to be home, take care of my parents, be with my sisters & cousins, set up my own company, use local talents, bring opportunities to the intelligent rural kids.. now, I am no longer sure. I am lost. Leaving someone you love is the most difficult thing to do in the world.

As I am preparing to leave Colombia, I am for the first time in my life have no direction in life... what do I do now?

:( :( :(